Thursday, January 26, 2006
My Blog Sucks
My blog really seems to suck lately. What the hell am I doing? This isn't *writing*. What a fantasy world I live in, thinking I *write*! I read books, those people can write. What I do isn't that. I don't even have a theme for my stupid blog, it's all over the place. What a scatterbrained idiot! You know what? I really hate these moments of clarity, when I pop my block head out of this fantasy world, and see that what I am doing here amounts to nothing. Why does that happen? It seems very cruel. Why does the fantasy have to evaporate like that? Puff! And it's gone! And I suck.